Key points
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1Everything begins with doubting God's love — until we truly believe He has always loved us, nothing else in our relationship with Him adds up.
“the message from God in the Old Testament is not an angry deity who's mad. It's a father who's got a broken heart because his children do not see his love”
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2Doubting God's love leads directly to dishonoring His name — shown in Israel bringing defiled, leftover offerings rather than their first and best.
A story from life
Pastor Bill describes his own tension between a prophetic gifting and an intense desire to be liked, and how that conflict shapes the courage it takes to preach this message
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3Dishonoring God spills into defiling the covenant of marriage — treating it as a source of personal happiness rather than a holy covenant that points to God.
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4Israel denied God's goodness by blaming Him for injustice, but the real problem is assuming we are 'the good ones' — a comparison God's standard of holiness exposes as false.
“God's grace was not so I could blow him off. It was so he doesn't blow me up”
A story from life
A childhood story about Pastor Bill's sister breaking a lamp and blaming the infant Bill, used to illustrate how people deflect responsibility onto others and even onto God
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5Robbing God of tithes and offerings is ultimately robbing ourselves and others, because trusting God with our finances is the pathway out of financial anxiety.
“We're not doing it for his love. We're doing it from his love”
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6Doubting God's love inevitably ends in despising God's service — the religious hokey-pokey of cycling in and out of faith is always rooted in never fully grasping how much He loves us.
“if I doubt God's love, I will always end up despising God's ways”
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7Malachi's promise of the coming messenger and Lord is fulfilled in John the Baptist and Jesus — the Word made flesh, full of unfailing love and faithfulness.
“God has always loved you. And when you see how He's loved you so faithfully, you can then choose to trust him fully”
A story from life
Pastor Bill recounts his father's account of Okinawan civilians jumping from cliffs during the Battle of Okinawa, not understanding the American forces had come to liberate rather than harm them
Application
The sermon calls each person to honestly ask: do I really believe — not just intellectually, but in my heart — that God has always loved me? That question is the hinge on which everything else turns. If you find yourself giving God your leftovers in time, money, or marriage, or if cynicism about His fairness keeps you at arm's length, the pastor invites you to trace that all the way back to a doubt about His love — and then to look at the cross. Jesus bore every ounce of human guilt so you would not have to. Receive that love, let it be the reason you bring your first and your best, and let it be what keeps you from drifting away. Communion is the regular, concrete reminder: He has always loved you — trust Him fully.





